March 31, 2010

Oh my god, he sounds so cute over the phone!
Its hard to believe he’s gone with this conversation. He sounds happy, he genuinely does.
And he’s right, there was so much great things to come, he still had it.
I just love him so much, its untrue.

And when that little clip of ‘Thriller’ Came up there, The painful stabbing in my heart began again, as seeing him at the very peak of his musical career is too much to believe that he’s actually gone.

when will it ever seem real?
Never? I thought so.